原来。。。

1. 一个人坐在巴士，听着温岚唱的《祝我生日快乐》。。。是多麽的。寂寞。可悲。
2. 一年八个月，一舜间就这样通过欢笑，愤怒，紧张，压力，白日梦，同心协力。。顺利的过了。。很舍不得但又能如何？只能祝福班上的每位同学。。幸福！
3. 读完这堂课程，感觉好像跟男朋友分手。。。时间多了好多。。心理好空虚。。。
4. 以后。。。再也：

• 不必传简讯给班上的一些好友报告班号
• 不必早晨四`五点起床温课-尤其是考试期间
• 没有同学熟悉的脸孔
• 没机会和Ahmad的摩多车帕在一起
• 没机会取笑对方有多麽傻
  

~叹气

My past

i started my 1st relationship at the age of 18, this journey started with a sweet beginning and ends ugly. It lasted for 5yrs, meaning all my youth were spent with him, i kind of forced him to break up with me, I'm not saying that I'm noble...but he got that girl pregnant, it's a kind of responsibility he HAS to hold...he did married that girl (Constance), hmmm...how should I say? Constance land up in hospital after swallowing 20 pills of panadols just for my 1st, I don't have the courage to do so and I don't see the need to (Why sld I? I still have my family)...well, i supposed he's having those precious moment with his wife & children(child)...Elaine said I'm strong to hold myself from calling him, but hor~

Elaine...wanna tell u..I'm not strong..just that my heart tells me not to do it...If I called, what will Constance think? If I called, 1st will have to hide from Constance that I called. I don't want to mess up their life.