Captain Jayne

is my immediate sup, she call me to the conference room to have a 1 to 1 talk with me early this morning. I think she wants to open up my heart cox i've behave very quiet over the week. Work, observation, responsibility, character molding are the topics she open up. To be frank, she's nice~ for she's trying to push me up my rank. Seriously, as for now I just want to fit myself in the organization, do my job...and take my pay. No intention to climb the corporate ladder.

My mind has make up to...

join MINDEF...after so many months of idling, i chose the gov job with a low pay compared to:-

CRESTAR - introduced by Andrea (my sweet friend)

THE FURNITURE MALL - no guts to try

AVA - called me after 3 months and asked if im ok with a pay of 1.2k, lower than my mindef...

The rest didnt get back to me...haha

Anyway, been a week since I started, still learning & trying to adept to the culture in there. Not used to calling my colleagues Madam...not used to seeing ladies wearing smart 4...not used to dress formally compared to CKH..luckily, my unit's workmates are so considerate, they accompany me for lunch, ask me to join in for the tons of picture when we went to Malacca for the department's anniversary. Lets observe from now... ^^

I have this weird thinking, whenever I started a new job, I have this mindset that says that this job is so boring, not suitable for me...my god! What is wrong with me? Have to convince myself that this is not the way to treat myself...its hard u know....

Im so random....one minute I wanna study landscape, another minute I wanna learn fashion....and the very next second, I wanna set up a popiah store....dammit....

A thought generate in my brain today...shall jing move on to a job more meaningful? eg: a job that one could help the less fortunate...I think we should be guilty that normal people like us are not trying our best to live our day compared to the intellectual disabled