Two san ba friends of jing's conversation:-
San Ba #1: haiz...i very headache ah...my ah Ho no gf yet...
San Ba #2: haiz...same here..my ah jing no bf yet...
San Ba #1: EH! why not we match them together...
San Ba #2: GOOD IDEA!!!
jing: -_-"
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Numb to everything
As one grow older...one is numb to...festive seasons...so unhappy these few weeks` y?
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
put a stop to law's nonsense
I've decided to put a stop by sms-ing him to stop contacting me. Law is only worth sms-ing...no point wasting my time to meet him[which i hate] or even call him...
Monday, December 8, 2008
爱。。。是在一个人身上看到自己的责任
以上那段，只有牛哥想得出这麽ｒｅｓｐｏｎｓｉｂｉｌｉｔｙ的话。以有三四个月没和他聊天了，今天得知他和六年的ｇｆ分手了。我为他难过.
After a chat with him, he's still the Nicholas i know~ mature, realistic and clear minded...the one who always gave me advices. Although he's back to the single clan...he knew how to handle himself before talking to others...*good job!
me: I am lost...so lost...
Nick: u're always lost de mah
me: [-_-"]
Nick: i tik u sld go out of ur comfort zone...go and work oversea...
me: *considering seriously
After a chat with him, he's still the Nicholas i know~ mature, realistic and clear minded...the one who always gave me advices. Although he's back to the single clan...he knew how to handle himself before talking to others...*good job!
me: I am lost...so lost...
Nick: u're always lost de mah
me: [-_-"]
Nick: i tik u sld go out of ur comfort zone...go and work oversea...
me: *considering seriously
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
xmas present
I received my first xmas present yday while having a scroll with shi...so sweet of her...i already knew what to get for you...haha
2nd xmas present comes from ah Bai...i dreamt of her!! haha~ in the dream i thought i wasted that crematation $$ i paid...there were 2 other whities with her...so maybe what she's trying to tell me is...she's not lonely up there? the dream pooooooooof when i was hugging all three...woke up with a super tired body...have to jia you!
2nd xmas present comes from ah Bai...i dreamt of her!! haha~ in the dream i thought i wasted that crematation $$ i paid...there were 2 other whities with her...so maybe what she's trying to tell me is...she's not lonely up there? the dream pooooooooof when i was hugging all three...woke up with a super tired body...have to jia you!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
The Power of The Bestie
I gave the bestie lawrence's number for she said she miss him...the bestie gave L a call around 2+ when he's having his break...they chatted and the bestie gave L a scolding when she heard L saying this:-
L: “我好想为了孩子挽留这段婚姻，我真的很对不起她（L's 老婆)”
B生气的说: “我觉得你应该回去你的美发院看有没有药水把你的脑袋洗得清醒一点。。设麽叫对不起你的老婆？你知道你当初对不起的是谁吗？”
L: 静。。。
当初和L通话，他曾经说：“我不是以前的L了”（可是经过我和B的判断，他根本就没有变。）值得贺喜的是L不在会发简讯给我。。撤底的放弃了 ^^...
难道你真的不明白我为何抗拒你的联络吗？
L: “我好想为了孩子挽留这段婚姻，我真的很对不起她（L's 老婆)”
B生气的说: “我觉得你应该回去你的美发院看有没有药水把你的脑袋洗得清醒一点。。设麽叫对不起你的老婆？你知道你当初对不起的是谁吗？”
L: 静。。。
当初和L通话，他曾经说：“我不是以前的L了”（可是经过我和B的判断，他根本就没有变。）值得贺喜的是L不在会发简讯给我。。撤底的放弃了 ^^...
难道你真的不明白我为何抗拒你的联络吗？
Friday, November 28, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
逃避？
"Ride safely went u go back heavy rain" 19-Nov-2008 16:18
"Good m to u this week end r u free to come out to have coffee" 20-Nov-2008 07:20
"Good m do u free on this weekend to drink coffee i very sad n didnt slp for 4 day i n my wife want to divorce le if u r not free it alright." 21-Nov-2008 07:18
"If u r not free it ok." 22-Nov-2008 15:05
看了很不爽。。把我当成后备轮胎！（好大胆！）
《你》
天空好阴，心情也好阴。。回头想想，不回复 - 代表我在逃避现实吗？
"If u r not free it ok." 22-Nov-2008 15:05
看了很不爽。。把我当成后备轮胎！（好大胆！）
《你》
- 睡不着，关我屁事。。。
- 面临离婚的局事，又关我屁事？
天空好阴，心情也好阴。。回头想想，不回复 - 代表我在逃避现实吗？
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Lawrence msg me
The moment i got into my room, my mum asked if a guy called me...i said"no ah"..and then i went to check my hp after changing and wat was displayed on the screen is:
3 MESSAGES
1 MISSED CALL
1 MISSED CALL
OK-i clicked and got this:-"How r u i am lawrence do u know who i am."
I replied:"Kang Rong?"
He replied:"Yes"
I called the man whom i shared 5 yrs of r/s with, after we broke off...we are contact-less for 3 yrs..summary of the conversation is...his wife is now stepping on another boat...the child is not his..and he still thinks that his wife is the victim...[where i am victim]...F off la...anyway, is this wat they call RETRIBUTION?
I replied:"Kang Rong?"
He replied:"Yes"
I called the man whom i shared 5 yrs of r/s with, after we broke off...we are contact-less for 3 yrs..summary of the conversation is...his wife is now stepping on another boat...the child is not his..and he still thinks that his wife is the victim...[where i am victim]...F off la...anyway, is this wat they call RETRIBUTION?
The Art of Letting Go
Dr. Alan Zimmerman’s Comments:
Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They’ll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they’ll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It’s inevitable.
Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone’s words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action made by another person, you’re headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you’ll get.
You’ll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you’ll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don’t stop doing it, you’ll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you?
TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS.
Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own feelings. Other people do not “cause” your feelings. You choose them.
Then, you’ve got to learn to WALK AWAY FROM DISAPPOINTMENT.
It’s difficult to do, but it’s possible. The famous 19th century Scottish historian, Thomas Carlyle, proved that. After working on his multi-volume set of books on “The French Revolution” for six years, Carlyle completed the manuscript and took volume one to his friend John Stuart Mill. He asked Mill to read it.
Five days later, Mill’s maid accidentally threw the manuscript into the fire. In agony, Mill went to Carlyle’s house to tell him that his work had been destroyed.
Carlyle did not flinch. With a smile, he said, “That’s all right, Mill.
These things happen. It is a part of life. I will start over. I can remember most of it, I am sure. Don’t worry. It’s all here in my mind.
Go, my friend! Do not feel bad.”
As Mill left, Carlyle watched him from the window. Carlyle turned to his wife and said, “I did not want him to see how crushed I am by this misfortune.” And with a heavy sigh, he added, “Well the manuscript is gone, so I had better start writing again.”
Carlyle finally completed the work, which ranks as one of the great classics of all time. He had learned to walk away from his disappointment.
After all, what could Carlyle have done about his burnt manuscript?
Nothing. Nothing would have resurrected the manuscript. All Carlyle could do was to get bitter or get started.
And what can you do about anything once it is over?
Not much. You can try to correct it if it is possible, or you can walk away from it if it isn’t. Those are your only two choices.
Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They’ll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they’ll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It’s inevitable.
Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone’s words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action made by another person, you’re headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you’ll get.
You’ll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you’ll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don’t stop doing it, you’ll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you?
TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS.
Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own feelings. Other people do not “cause” your feelings. You choose them.
For example, two different people could be told that their suggestions made at the staff meeting were “stupid and idiotic.” One person may “choose” to feel so hurt that he never speaks up at any other meeting again. The other person may “choose” to feel sorry for the critic, sorry that the critic couldn’t see the wisdom and necessity of his suggestions.
As long as you blame other people for your feelings, as long as you believe other people caused your feelings, you’re stuck. You’re a helpless victim. But if you recognize the fact that you choose your feelings and you are responsible for your feelings, there’s hope. You can take some time to think about your feelings. And you can decide what is the best thing to say or do.Then, you’ve got to learn to WALK AWAY FROM DISAPPOINTMENT.
It’s difficult to do, but it’s possible. The famous 19th century Scottish historian, Thomas Carlyle, proved that. After working on his multi-volume set of books on “The French Revolution” for six years, Carlyle completed the manuscript and took volume one to his friend John Stuart Mill. He asked Mill to read it.
Five days later, Mill’s maid accidentally threw the manuscript into the fire. In agony, Mill went to Carlyle’s house to tell him that his work had been destroyed.
Carlyle did not flinch. With a smile, he said, “That’s all right, Mill.
These things happen. It is a part of life. I will start over. I can remember most of it, I am sure. Don’t worry. It’s all here in my mind.
Go, my friend! Do not feel bad.”
As Mill left, Carlyle watched him from the window. Carlyle turned to his wife and said, “I did not want him to see how crushed I am by this misfortune.” And with a heavy sigh, he added, “Well the manuscript is gone, so I had better start writing again.”
Carlyle finally completed the work, which ranks as one of the great classics of all time. He had learned to walk away from his disappointment.
After all, what could Carlyle have done about his burnt manuscript?
Nothing. Nothing would have resurrected the manuscript. All Carlyle could do was to get bitter or get started.
And what can you do about anything once it is over?
Not much. You can try to correct it if it is possible, or you can walk away from it if it isn’t. Those are your only two choices.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Monday, November 3, 2008
silly day...
From GoodWood Park Hotel to Hans.... embarrassing day indeed...
Jo slim alot...her face is so small...aiyo~
tks boss for the dinner~ wooooooooooohhoooooooooooooooooo
empty headed makes a dizzy day...
Jo slim alot...her face is so small...aiyo~
tks boss for the dinner~ wooooooooooohhoooooooooooooooooo
empty headed makes a dizzy day...
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Unwell . Betray . Dissappointment
I had a dizzy day @ work...The council members should feel my love in the dim sum they are eating...i bought them in my raincoat hor! Got myself wet...but dun think they'll appreciate it...
Went home to rest after work...couldn't sleep...meet Diana for a show @ causeway point...[The Coffin] omg...i jumped twice!!! [no guts]..Difference between Diana & me:-
Went home to rest after work...couldn't sleep...meet Diana for a show @ causeway point...[The Coffin] omg...i jumped twice!!! [no guts]..Difference between Diana & me:-
Diana - watched with eyes wide open, no signs of her moving even the slightest, very "zai"
Me - watched with bag covering my one and a half eye [peeping tru a slight allowance], jumped out of my seat twice.
"wow!!! ni heng li hai lei, mei you bei xia dao!"
"you ah...wo de shou duo le yi xia"
"-_-""
The topic of men betraying women's love pop out of our mouth as we chat...i have a question posting out to all men:-
DEAR MEN,
Why do you guys betray your partner's love and chose to get involve with another lady?
FROM: jing
haiz~ juz dun understand u guys~ juz stick to one` cannot meh?
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There was a period of time where Diana was stressful over her family & classmates...she stepped into the world of depression...[actuali im kindda angry @ myself...y didnt i accompany her @ that period of time?][wat kind of friend am i?] where THE THOUGHT cross tru her mindset~
Dear Diana,
Im glad u didnt do anything silly...if not~ i will be guilty de...
DEAR MEN,
Why do you guys betray your partner's love and chose to get involve with another lady?
FROM: jing
haiz~ juz dun understand u guys~ juz stick to one` cannot meh?
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There was a period of time where Diana was stressful over her family & classmates...she stepped into the world of depression...[actuali im kindda angry @ myself...y didnt i accompany her @ that period of time?][wat kind of friend am i?] where THE THOUGHT cross tru her mindset~
Dear Diana,
Im glad u didnt do anything silly...if not~ i will be guilty de...
Saturday, October 25, 2008
i miss my Yap BaiBai....badly
yeh~ i miss her badly...how i wish i could sayang her soft coat of fur...on this sat.. she must have recarnated into some one or animal..hmmmm...wonder wat cld it be?
- is it the bug that flew and got stuck into my treatment hat on 24.10.08?
- or is it the ant that make its way onto my hand when i had my rambutan?
haiz...
i still miss feeding her...miss changing her soiled bedding~ so i went to the pet shop where i got her 5 yrs ago and disappointed to say that~ there isnt a single rabbit~ *sad
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Rest In Peace..my sweet
Bye bye bai~ be good in your next life in whatever u r recarnate into~ i love u! Thank you for bringing so much fun and sweetness to the Yap family for the past 5 yrs. Your playfullness brighten our heart...although u used to pull YiSheng kor kor's leg hair...but he still dotes u` u used to go after YiPei kor kor and tries to nip him...but he enjoy being chased by u~ u used to please mama in the afternoon for a stick of carrot and now she will miss tt precious moment...papa wanted to pat u so much on ur head and now he cant. and me...i miss u badly!!!
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Bai's follow up
she behaved well on the day of consultation...after 6 days...which is today...she ate her pellets but not alot...what i observed in her today is----> she breath heavily. haiz~ be mentally prepared.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
myRabbit
She is not as energetic as before...she wont go after my family members as often as she does in the past...Nowadays...all she did when i let her out is:- to slack at abnormal places...places where she will NOT lay herself comfortably...
Something is very wrong with her...is she catching up with age? or are those symptoms of her leaving us? The thought of her leaving me...leave me with tears...
Told my family members to keep extra lookout...if...she ever...i will cremate her...and let her live in my heart.
Something is very wrong with her...is she catching up with age? or are those symptoms of her leaving us? The thought of her leaving me...leave me with tears...
Told my family members to keep extra lookout...if...she ever...i will cremate her...and let her live in my heart.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Spore Civil Defence Force Training
Eye candy eye candy!!!
Why do men in uniform melt me? argh!!!!
& i got this:
Taaaaaaaaa Daaaaaaaaaaaaaa..
yeh, its not something fantastic...but its for my self satisfaction ^^...
I wanna change job!!!
Why do men in uniform melt me? argh!!!!
& i got this:
Taaaaaaaaa Daaaaaaaaaaaaaa..yeh, its not something fantastic...but its for my self satisfaction ^^...
I wanna change job!!!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
I have stiff neck
01.10.08 [Public Holiday]
I was lazing on my bed thinking of what Diana is doing...and "Tee Tee" "Tee Tee"...
I received a msg from her asking what's my plan for today..
jing:"no where"
Diana:"Daiso? then K?"
jing...[@ the back of my mind...should i? K? or prj? oh no!!!]
jing:"ok lo"
and there we are....k-ed for 4 hrs...then to dinner...it started with this:-
Then followed by the rest:-
02.10.08
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Stiff neck is restricting my turning~ it hurts when i turned to the right; left & back~ you guys should see me riding with a stiff neck...its the joke of the day lo...i have difficulties making a U-turn....and filtering out a lane...it hurts!!! haiz...took half day to get the senseh to "tui" for me...
Shi agreed to take up the Basic Pedi & Medi course with me...yeh!!!
& as we decided to enroll for the course, it means that the Taiwan trip will be canceled. When Luan learned that we're not going to visit her...she was so damn disappointed... [pey sey ah...air tix ex ah]
I was lazing on my bed thinking of what Diana is doing...and "Tee Tee" "Tee Tee"...
I received a msg from her asking what's my plan for today..
jing:"no where"
Diana:"Daiso? then K?"
jing...[@ the back of my mind...should i? K? or prj? oh no!!!]
jing:"ok lo"
and there we are....k-ed for 4 hrs...then to dinner...it started with this:-
Then followed by the rest:-
02.10.08
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Stiff neck is restricting my turning~ it hurts when i turned to the right; left & back~ you guys should see me riding with a stiff neck...its the joke of the day lo...i have difficulties making a U-turn....and filtering out a lane...it hurts!!! haiz...took half day to get the senseh to "tui" for me...
Shi agreed to take up the Basic Pedi & Medi course with me...yeh!!!
& as we decided to enroll for the course, it means that the Taiwan trip will be canceled. When Luan learned that we're not going to visit her...she was so damn disappointed... [pey sey ah...air tix ex ah]
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
Touches my heart early in the morning
Have not login to WAYN for quite some time [its a site that promotes traveling, there's review on hotel, places...countries... go check it out @ http://www.wayn.com] There has been mails appearing in my "Junk Mail" from WAYN, woke up early today with nothing to do...i decided to check on the mails sent by others..and i saw Dianas's face in my Inbox... and she's super sweet lo...touches my heart when i saw these: "My Best Pal ever...Eat, Travel, Shop...etc..Most of the time we're there for each other!" [and it brighten my day ;) ]
Lesson was cancelled today, Mark said that he has mood to do prj and now tt lesson was cancelled [i say that he's err xin lo]...i emailed the person-in-charge if they cld stilll operate the lab even if the lesson was cancelled...she replied yes...but then~ Mark couldnt stand the time she took in order to reply me..when i told him:"The executive allowed..." He said:"Opps, i date my GF liao" ... "ok...no lab for Mark" [you know gals will be so damn disaapointed when the BF say that he cant make it when he ask the GF out 1st...then in the 1st place, dun ask la...]
In the end, I asked Dave...
"Dave...wanna go school?"
"Huh...today no class lei"
"I asked the executive to open the lab"
"Ok...if u want...i accompany u lo"
"Ok set"
......
In the end, i cancelled the so-call "Prj night"...cox... L.A.Z.Y [and it rained heavily...road wet...not safe to ride...haha]
My neigbour...whom i dislike....has bad breath ... did she brush? omg...i actually inhale her breath...*puke
oh yeh...today am abit moody...so i talk alot in my heart...i realized that ppl who are attached will blog mostly on the relationship they're into NOW...ppl who're single...[like me]...hee...will blog on Friends, Work, Emo on past relationship....etc]....arghhhhhhhh...... sick!
Lesson was cancelled today, Mark said that he has mood to do prj and now tt lesson was cancelled [i say that he's err xin lo]...i emailed the person-in-charge if they cld stilll operate the lab even if the lesson was cancelled...she replied yes...but then~ Mark couldnt stand the time she took in order to reply me..when i told him:"The executive allowed..." He said:"Opps, i date my GF liao" ... "ok...no lab for Mark" [you know gals will be so damn disaapointed when the BF say that he cant make it when he ask the GF out 1st...then in the 1st place, dun ask la...]
In the end, I asked Dave...
"Dave...wanna go school?"
"Huh...today no class lei"
"I asked the executive to open the lab"
"Ok...if u want...i accompany u lo"
"Ok set"
......
In the end, i cancelled the so-call "Prj night"...cox... L.A.Z.Y [and it rained heavily...road wet...not safe to ride...haha]
My neigbour...whom i dislike....has bad breath ... did she brush? omg...i actually inhale her breath...*puke
oh yeh...today am abit moody...so i talk alot in my heart...i realized that ppl who are attached will blog mostly on the relationship they're into NOW...ppl who're single...[like me]...hee...will blog on Friends, Work, Emo on past relationship....etc]....arghhhhhhhh...... sick!
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Change of Plan
I told Mel that i will stay @ home & do my prj today...In the end, i wen to Ikea then to Daiso then had a nice meal @ a Japanese restaurant~ haiz~ tmr must do
Self reflection in process...lets do it part by part~ JIA YOU!
Self reflection in process...lets do it part by part~ JIA YOU!
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Shopping~
Woke up @ 7am to help my mum, same old same old~ popiah skin, beanspout & eggs...
Mum need a mini chopper to mince her garlic...so i took a bus down to sheng song to get a cheap one...haha~ main objective is to get a mini chopper but see what i got:-
-->Sandwich Maker [$22.90]
-->Mini Chopper [$29.00]
---> Steam Iron [$21.90]
Amelia called me to ask about the prompting from Norton....errr...but i dunno what she's talking about~ so she said that she will draw to me tmr morning~ haha...After she said:"Where are you now?"...i replied:"Home"... "Why u @ home??? u single...should go out more mah~ i bo bian need to stay @ home...u single should go out more..."
jing:"..." [aiya...that's me mah~ i juz like to stay @ home]
Mum need a mini chopper to mince her garlic...so i took a bus down to sheng song to get a cheap one...haha~ main objective is to get a mini chopper but see what i got:-
-->Sandwich Maker [$22.90]
-->Mini Chopper [$29.00]
---> Steam Iron [$21.90]Amelia called me to ask about the prompting from Norton....errr...but i dunno what she's talking about~ so she said that she will draw to me tmr morning~ haha...After she said:"Where are you now?"...i replied:"Home"... "Why u @ home??? u single...should go out more mah~ i bo bian need to stay @ home...u single should go out more..."
jing:"..." [aiya...that's me mah~ i juz like to stay @ home]
Friday, September 19, 2008
Block Party @ 481...Castle Green
Thinking back...i think i got molested by one of the resident...he walked in...instead of turning right to get his plate...he walk straight to my direction and i felt a finger brushing my butt for 3seconds~ he made a big round to take his plate~ DAMMIT! i couldnt reveal him~ no1 will believe me~ some more~ im alone in that corner~ stoopid resident!!! - asshole!
All righty...Party was a success after all...no complaints~ no arguments~ no disputes~ food was all right~ not too bad...programs lined up was enuff to entertain the children...so far so good~ right now~ need to clear my work le~ i've a few Sec 47 (1)(c) to do~ i so hated tt~ update of Access Cards~ debtors~ programming of Access Cards for the lucky draw~ argh!
I thought that i could ride off to get home as soon as possible~ BUT~ sad to say that my bike is down~ cant start~ haiz~ see how tmr bah~
All righty...Party was a success after all...no complaints~ no arguments~ no disputes~ food was all right~ not too bad...programs lined up was enuff to entertain the children...so far so good~ right now~ need to clear my work le~ i've a few Sec 47 (1)(c) to do~ i so hated tt~ update of Access Cards~ debtors~ programming of Access Cards for the lucky draw~ argh!
I thought that i could ride off to get home as soon as possible~ BUT~ sad to say that my bike is down~ cant start~ haiz~ see how tmr bah~
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
My night with Faz [The Black Chinese]
Faz says:
i think something is wrong with her
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i haben read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
is it interesting?
Faz says:
it sounds like another fake story
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i m reading~
Faz says:
i think she's just desperately trying make herself feel better by posting all those
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wats up with the kids in there?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
spoil their value talking all tt
Faz says:
even if the story is true, i mean, what is wrong with that guy, seriously, either way, both are so wrong in so many different levels
Faz says:
human can be very nasty sometimes, i guess
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ wat tt girl is tHinking abt
Faz says:
funny thing is, both wanted sex but cannot get, lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
or is she tryin to get the guys in there High?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
so tt she cld get whoever she wants?
Faz says:
attention, that's all she wants, obviously she doesnt get the kinda attention she wants in real life
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hey!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i thInk u r right
Faz says:
so she fabricate all these stories to ease herself i guess
Faz says:
basically, she needs proffesional help
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she doesnt get the attention she wans in real life
Faz says:
thats why
Faz says:
but she's also quite proud, so..
Faz says:
shit i got banned from flowerpod again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u go flowerpod for wat
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
shop?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
beauty advise?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sell?
Faz says:
disturb those high and mighty "holy virgins"
Faz says:
hehehe
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no wonder u got banned
Faz says:
i know i deserve it, so its ok
Faz says:
but it's fun to challenge their "morals"
Faz says:
other than that, i still got one more account not banned, that one i post to give tips and stuffs
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wat tips~
Faz says:
no, not beauty tips though, haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
gif me the link lei
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i go read
Faz says:
dont want
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
Y
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wan!
Faz says:
usually fitness or business
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wanna read~~
Faz says:
because i wanna remain anonymous, lol
Faz says:
i think i'm wasting too much time on forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
even over at edmw i got banned
Faz says:
practically i got at least one account banned on every major sg forum
Faz says:
internet is so fun, but ppl sometimes take it too personally
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sporean
Faz says:
fine wit, cause the evil in me cant resist provoking them, kekeke
Faz says:
fine with me*
Faz says:
you know, i thought only singaporeas are like thses, but it's even worst in american and australian forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
reali
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
worst than sporean?
Faz says:
only the european forums are very open for mature and intellectual discussion
Faz says:
sometimes yeah
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
im done wif the forum~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
entertaining`
Faz says:
me too, unless i;m really bored
Faz says:
forums are there for ppl to whine so that they can feel better for themselves
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
not much comments its always nice to slp next to a guy tt's form a fren n got respect hard to find >.<
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
a girl commented t s
Faz says:
i feel sad for all these local girls
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh me too
Faz says:
to side track, did i tell you how local young, like very young girls dont look their age?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no
Faz says:
i'm ashamed to admit i went on a date with a 14 year old girl
Faz says:
like wtf, i thought she;s 20!
Faz says:
luckily it was just a casual meeting
Faz says:
have to avoid her calls after that
Faz says:
shit, damn suay sia
Faz says:
think she's born in 1993, shit shit shit
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
how did u know her?
Faz says:
near my school
Faz says:
i assumed she's from my school
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
never do ur mkt research
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
14 yrs old~
Faz says:
but, she dont look 14, hell not even 16 at all
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
Faz says:
sad...
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u bad`
Faz says:
they way she carry herself and they way she converse, she'll put alot of my childish friends my age to shame
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she's from a well to do family?
Faz says:
she's so smart though, i seldom get to meet smart girls, so..
Faz says:
yep, definitely, gucci bag and expensive looking makeup and hair do (not those ah lian type mind you)
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ that explains the way she carry herself then
Faz says:
i had a very very good 1st impression of her, and yeah i like her, so that's why, too shock
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
and u sure u're ignoring her calls and stuffs????
Faz says:
i know i shouldnt, but yeah i am
Faz says:
i did told her, telling her if she's out of her mind, i mean, we're like 10 or so years apart
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
26-14=12
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12 yrs
Faz says:
cause i know i will definitely fall for her, so yeah, no way
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh~
Faz says:
yes 12!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no prob~ u'll get some1 better
Faz says:
omg
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12yrs~ age gap too big
Faz says:
i feel so like chee ko pek sia
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
arent u
Faz says:
i am, but usually it's only for fun
Faz says:
this is too real
Faz says:
hahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
now i see a girl i like, dont think i dare smile back or talk to her, i mean, i cant straight away ask their age right? or ask them to shoe me their ic or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
` u say oni la
Faz says:
never will i chat up a girl in town again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i dun believe u
Faz says:
will go to only those tai tai type
Faz says:
hahah, i dont believe myself either, but it's a lesson learned
Faz says:
but damn, why does she has to be that young, argghhh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
ohw ell, not like i wanna get married anyways
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hows ur abs coming on?
Faz says:
not bad, but my body still not getting any bigger
Faz says:
definition is there but, no mass :/
Faz says:
i wanna be like a bodybuilder big
Faz says:
the type where ppl see me size and get scared
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
body builder's action ~ quite retard
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha [pardon me]
Faz says:
lol dont worry, it is
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
they move as though their muscle is dropping
Faz says:
some moved ike their panties got stuck or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
LOL
Faz says:
imagine the abrasions and all..
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u wanna be like them?
Faz says:
hahahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
retard moves
Faz says:
well not exactly, but i die die wanna get bigger
Faz says:
wanted to take steroids but i'm scared of needles
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun la
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
take protein powders
Faz says:
i can finish one pretein tub in 2 weeks
Faz says:
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
expensive~ isnt it
Faz says:
thats about 80 servinfs per tub
Faz says:
yep, gettin more and more ex
Faz says:
just last december, i can get a tub for 50
Faz says:
now the price is 80
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun care abt the price~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
go towards ur objective
Faz says:
i dont mind, as i always buy more
Faz says:
problem is my body type, i need to eat heavy every 2hrs to achive my objective
Faz says:
it's tiring
Faz says:
but at least in jan, my weight is 55
Faz says:
now i'm 65
Faz says:
still, that's way too light
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
drink more gain more
Faz says:
so much for 80kg by sept 08
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
long way to go
Faz says:
but its ok, starting a new program in oct, so hopefully by xmas, can see significant results
Faz says:
just gotta push myself more
Faz says:
i'm like so addicted to pain now
Faz says:
love the pain
Faz says:
and guess what, i started doing yoga this months
Faz says:
llol
Faz says:
but it's good really
Faz says:
i feel lighter, not my weight, not sure how to describe it, more at peace? i dont know, but yoga rocks
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u signed up for course?
Faz says:
nope, do at home
Faz says:
shy lah
Faz says:
i bought a mat
Faz says:
and bought this video course online
Faz says:
so can do at the comfort of my own room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
icic
Faz says:
i feel like renting a room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
4 wat
Faz says:
not sure
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
save tt $$ to buy a hse
Faz says:
hmm yeah, hopefully in 2 years can afford my own place
Faz says:
sg so ex
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
buy a condo to rent out
Faz says:
yep definitely thought of that
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
if renovated nicely~ can fetch up tp $3000 to $5000 per mth
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
$$ lei
Faz says:
but i sucked at all these things, i can buy anything i want online from anywhere all over the whole, but when comes to things like this, i dont know how to go bout it
Faz says:
*world
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
get an agent
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
hmm yah, time to do some networking
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k la~ nice catcHin up wif u
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
chat wif u again~i go ZzzzZZz
Faz says:
okok cya nights!
i think something is wrong with her
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i haben read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
is it interesting?
Faz says:
it sounds like another fake story
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i m reading~
Faz says:
i think she's just desperately trying make herself feel better by posting all those
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wats up with the kids in there?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
spoil their value talking all tt
Faz says:
even if the story is true, i mean, what is wrong with that guy, seriously, either way, both are so wrong in so many different levels
Faz says:
human can be very nasty sometimes, i guess
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ wat tt girl is tHinking abt
Faz says:
funny thing is, both wanted sex but cannot get, lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
or is she tryin to get the guys in there High?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
so tt she cld get whoever she wants?
Faz says:
attention, that's all she wants, obviously she doesnt get the kinda attention she wants in real life
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hey!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i thInk u r right
Faz says:
so she fabricate all these stories to ease herself i guess
Faz says:
basically, she needs proffesional help
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she doesnt get the attention she wans in real life
Faz says:
thats why
Faz says:
but she's also quite proud, so..
Faz says:
shit i got banned from flowerpod again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u go flowerpod for wat
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
shop?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
beauty advise?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sell?
Faz says:
disturb those high and mighty "holy virgins"
Faz says:
hehehe
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no wonder u got banned
Faz says:
i know i deserve it, so its ok
Faz says:
but it's fun to challenge their "morals"
Faz says:
other than that, i still got one more account not banned, that one i post to give tips and stuffs
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wat tips~
Faz says:
no, not beauty tips though, haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
gif me the link lei
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i go read
Faz says:
dont want
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
Y
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wan!
Faz says:
usually fitness or business
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wanna read~~
Faz says:
because i wanna remain anonymous, lol
Faz says:
i think i'm wasting too much time on forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
even over at edmw i got banned
Faz says:
practically i got at least one account banned on every major sg forum
Faz says:
internet is so fun, but ppl sometimes take it too personally
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sporean
Faz says:
fine wit, cause the evil in me cant resist provoking them, kekeke
Faz says:
fine with me*
Faz says:
you know, i thought only singaporeas are like thses, but it's even worst in american and australian forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
reali
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
worst than sporean?
Faz says:
only the european forums are very open for mature and intellectual discussion
Faz says:
sometimes yeah
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
im done wif the forum~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
entertaining`
Faz says:
me too, unless i;m really bored
Faz says:
forums are there for ppl to whine so that they can feel better for themselves
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
not much comments its always nice to slp next to a guy tt's form a fren n got respect hard to find >.<
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
a girl commented t s
Faz says:
i feel sad for all these local girls
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh me too
Faz says:
to side track, did i tell you how local young, like very young girls dont look their age?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no
Faz says:
i'm ashamed to admit i went on a date with a 14 year old girl
Faz says:
like wtf, i thought she;s 20!
Faz says:
luckily it was just a casual meeting
Faz says:
have to avoid her calls after that
Faz says:
shit, damn suay sia
Faz says:
think she's born in 1993, shit shit shit
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
how did u know her?
Faz says:
near my school
Faz says:
i assumed she's from my school
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
never do ur mkt research
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
14 yrs old~
Faz says:
but, she dont look 14, hell not even 16 at all
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
Faz says:
sad...
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u bad`
Faz says:
they way she carry herself and they way she converse, she'll put alot of my childish friends my age to shame
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she's from a well to do family?
Faz says:
she's so smart though, i seldom get to meet smart girls, so..
Faz says:
yep, definitely, gucci bag and expensive looking makeup and hair do (not those ah lian type mind you)
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ that explains the way she carry herself then
Faz says:
i had a very very good 1st impression of her, and yeah i like her, so that's why, too shock
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
and u sure u're ignoring her calls and stuffs????
Faz says:
i know i shouldnt, but yeah i am
Faz says:
i did told her, telling her if she's out of her mind, i mean, we're like 10 or so years apart
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
26-14=12
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12 yrs
Faz says:
cause i know i will definitely fall for her, so yeah, no way
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh~
Faz says:
yes 12!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no prob~ u'll get some1 better
Faz says:
omg
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12yrs~ age gap too big
Faz says:
i feel so like chee ko pek sia
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
arent u
Faz says:
i am, but usually it's only for fun
Faz says:
this is too real
Faz says:
hahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
now i see a girl i like, dont think i dare smile back or talk to her, i mean, i cant straight away ask their age right? or ask them to shoe me their ic or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
` u say oni la
Faz says:
never will i chat up a girl in town again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i dun believe u
Faz says:
will go to only those tai tai type
Faz says:
hahah, i dont believe myself either, but it's a lesson learned
Faz says:
but damn, why does she has to be that young, argghhh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
ohw ell, not like i wanna get married anyways
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hows ur abs coming on?
Faz says:
not bad, but my body still not getting any bigger
Faz says:
definition is there but, no mass :/
Faz says:
i wanna be like a bodybuilder big
Faz says:
the type where ppl see me size and get scared
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
body builder's action ~ quite retard
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha [pardon me]
Faz says:
lol dont worry, it is
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
they move as though their muscle is dropping
Faz says:
some moved ike their panties got stuck or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
LOL
Faz says:
imagine the abrasions and all..
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u wanna be like them?
Faz says:
hahahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
retard moves
Faz says:
well not exactly, but i die die wanna get bigger
Faz says:
wanted to take steroids but i'm scared of needles
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun la
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
take protein powders
Faz says:
i can finish one pretein tub in 2 weeks
Faz says:
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
expensive~ isnt it
Faz says:
thats about 80 servinfs per tub
Faz says:
yep, gettin more and more ex
Faz says:
just last december, i can get a tub for 50
Faz says:
now the price is 80
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun care abt the price~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
go towards ur objective
Faz says:
i dont mind, as i always buy more
Faz says:
problem is my body type, i need to eat heavy every 2hrs to achive my objective
Faz says:
it's tiring
Faz says:
but at least in jan, my weight is 55
Faz says:
now i'm 65
Faz says:
still, that's way too light
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
drink more gain more
Faz says:
so much for 80kg by sept 08
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
long way to go
Faz says:
but its ok, starting a new program in oct, so hopefully by xmas, can see significant results
Faz says:
just gotta push myself more
Faz says:
i'm like so addicted to pain now
Faz says:
love the pain
Faz says:
and guess what, i started doing yoga this months
Faz says:
llol
Faz says:
but it's good really
Faz says:
i feel lighter, not my weight, not sure how to describe it, more at peace? i dont know, but yoga rocks
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u signed up for course?
Faz says:
nope, do at home
Faz says:
shy lah
Faz says:
i bought a mat
Faz says:
and bought this video course online
Faz says:
so can do at the comfort of my own room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
icic
Faz says:
i feel like renting a room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
4 wat
Faz says:
not sure
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
save tt $$ to buy a hse
Faz says:
hmm yeah, hopefully in 2 years can afford my own place
Faz says:
sg so ex
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
buy a condo to rent out
Faz says:
yep definitely thought of that
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
if renovated nicely~ can fetch up tp $3000 to $5000 per mth
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
$$ lei
Faz says:
but i sucked at all these things, i can buy anything i want online from anywhere all over the whole, but when comes to things like this, i dont know how to go bout it
Faz says:
*world
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
get an agent
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
hmm yah, time to do some networking
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k la~ nice catcHin up wif u
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
chat wif u again~i go ZzzzZZz
Faz says:
okok cya nights!
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Down with cold
for the past 4 days~ had slight signs of cold last Thursday....friday my cold isnt shy to face eveyone...so taaaaaaa daaaaaaaaaaaa~ i officially have cold on friday` couldnt stand the temperature in the office, being cold all the time and sniffing of my mucas~ i couldnt tahan` & request to take MC` there is stin that bothers me~
jing:"can i take MC today?"
Mgr:"..." [no reply...means cannot? cox normally when a person is true enuff` they will immediately give you an answer]
jing: shut up` and wait ....
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"Cannot" [i know she's joking]
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"can la can la"
Then~ why didnt mgr reply huh? ...
jing:"can i take MC today?"
Mgr:"..." [no reply...means cannot? cox normally when a person is true enuff` they will immediately give you an answer]
jing: shut up` and wait ....
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"Cannot" [i know she's joking]
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"can la can la"
Then~ why didnt mgr reply huh? ...
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
pedi & medi || Taiwan ||
yes! the wait is kindda long but the day finally arrive!! yeah~
shi suggest flying to Taiwan to visit luan on nov...pray hard the air ticket wont be so ex...
Internal audit passed! set my heart @ ease...@ least Boss has face to show others. But hor!!! Winne & Abigail wanna select us for external audit~ dammit!
shi suggest flying to Taiwan to visit luan on nov...pray hard the air ticket wont be so ex...
Internal audit passed! set my heart @ ease...@ least Boss has face to show others. But hor!!! Winne & Abigail wanna select us for external audit~ dammit!
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
off to Muar on 07.09.08
Been told by my mum that my XXX (whoever) relative is getting married...being ordered to follow her in to Muar to attend a wedding dinner...argh~ 2 hrs of car journey~ -_-"
I think Jo must have miss us very much...called us up for the past two days just to listen to our voice~ We miss you too!! :* your nonsense action~ your nonsense talk~ but anyway, sooner or later...u can adapt to the life in Melville de...i trust u can ^^
Internal audit coming...and yeah...i dun gif a damn...totally bo chap...
I think Jo must have miss us very much...called us up for the past two days just to listen to our voice~ We miss you too!! :* your nonsense action~ your nonsense talk~ but anyway, sooner or later...u can adapt to the life in Melville de...i trust u can ^^
Internal audit coming...and yeah...i dun gif a damn...totally bo chap...
Monday, September 1, 2008
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
myDay
Morning
i bang onto the cabby's backside...cant make it to brake in time~ and got myself a BIG blue black...haiz~ [pain de lo]...and i think the driver thought that its his stuffs in his boot thats moving...tt's why he didnt confront me...but the drivers surrounding me look @ me lo... [shy]
Afternoon
rush printing the meeting documents...copier down...huge swamp of residents stomp in...busy like hell...and ah hock wants me to do a soft copy of the payment vocuher...last sentence he said to me:"if you have time..please do the experienment that i ask u to do"...[my mind:"no time to do oso have to do la...arbo u complain to my boss...how?"
Night
Finally had my box back...been boxless for the past 1 month...carrying the bag here and there..when it rains i gotta share my raincoat with my bag...
*when i re-read the blog entry which i've i just made...i was thinking to myself...why is my eng so broken??? dammit!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEZHEN!!!!! ^^
i bang onto the cabby's backside...cant make it to brake in time~ and got myself a BIG blue black...haiz~ [pain de lo]...and i think the driver thought that its his stuffs in his boot thats moving...tt's why he didnt confront me...but the drivers surrounding me look @ me lo... [shy]
Afternoon
rush printing the meeting documents...copier down...huge swamp of residents stomp in...busy like hell...and ah hock wants me to do a soft copy of the payment vocuher...last sentence he said to me:"if you have time..please do the experienment that i ask u to do"...[my mind:"no time to do oso have to do la...arbo u complain to my boss...how?"
Night
Finally had my box back...been boxless for the past 1 month...carrying the bag here and there..when it rains i gotta share my raincoat with my bag...
*when i re-read the blog entry which i've i just made...i was thinking to myself...why is my eng so broken??? dammit!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEZHEN!!!!! ^^
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Busy sat
I will have a busy day today...
- 9am~1pm work
- 1pm~5pm Seletar Spring condo to help out in family day event
- from 5pm onwards...spend the rest of my day...@ Johor Bahru to catch up with Mei, Zhen & Diana...
The things that worries me are:-
- i'm not familiar with the road to seletar spring condo....meaning i have to ride dummy-ly
- IU unit down, unable to park @ the carpark near Sheng Song...
haiz~ see how it goes bah...
yeh..school stress me out with OO programming...2 web based prjs where we have to do it individually...**STRESS!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
The cherry tomato spout~
am so happy when i 1st saw this on 30 July 2008:-
the next day...31 July...am happier when i saw these: -
the next day...31 July...am happier when i saw these: -
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Monday, June 30, 2008
she Left
she left...
everyone who arrive @ the airport cried...[except her brother]...i didnt have much to tell her, just wan her to take very good care of herself. I tried to hold back my tears...but when the police was checking her passport...i cried when i look @ her back. She will not be by my side for 2 years...
Rajah said:"who am i going to blurred out my sorrows to whenever im down?"
Elaine:"jing & shi here ah"
Rajah:"they so busy..."
yeh...gotta apologize to Rajah...am kindda busy...n i cant really concentrate on what u're saying when my mind is full of outstanding stuffs.
My tears still roll.....whenever my mind is occupied with her face. really love my bestie ALOT...the only girl who will stand by my side...the only girl who will support in whatever i do...the only girl who treasure my existence...the only girl who is willing to let me share everything of hers.[except her hubby...i dun wan oso lo]
love ya!
everyone who arrive @ the airport cried...[except her brother]...i didnt have much to tell her, just wan her to take very good care of herself. I tried to hold back my tears...but when the police was checking her passport...i cried when i look @ her back. She will not be by my side for 2 years...
Rajah said:"who am i going to blurred out my sorrows to whenever im down?"
Elaine:"jing & shi here ah"
Rajah:"they so busy..."
yeh...gotta apologize to Rajah...am kindda busy...n i cant really concentrate on what u're saying when my mind is full of outstanding stuffs.
My tears still roll.....whenever my mind is occupied with her face. really love my bestie ALOT...the only girl who will stand by my side...the only girl who will support in whatever i do...the only girl who treasure my existence...the only girl who is willing to let me share everything of hers.[except her hubby...i dun wan oso lo]
love ya!
Saturday, June 28, 2008
9th AGM, ISOG
The 9th AGM is finally over~ new laws being implemented...meaning...we have to be more careful.. sad cox Philip is not the chairman anymore, overall...he's ok although he's naggy...but sweet enuff to refurbish the office before he resign himself as a chairman.
ermmm~ Mel ish angry with us...cox we left her out of the prj...anyway...isnt the main objective be---> to finish the prj..anyway, past le...now concentrate on DDMG bah.
ermmm~ Mel ish angry with us...cox we left her out of the prj...anyway...isnt the main objective be---> to finish the prj..anyway, past le...now concentrate on DDMG bah.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
9 days
As the days for her to fly gets closer, we fork out more time for each other. She'll call me to have supper, call me to go k-ing, call me for pedicure, call me for manicure, ...& me...will reject her for SOME stuffs [haha...] I am adjusting myself without her..[not to forget her, but to get used w/o her voice, her call, her sweetness, her smile...]
a thought came to my mind..where i find it so so true...a person wouldnt treasure someone when he or she is with them. Take for example, my bestie & my case...in the past, i'll reject some of her request...but now that I know that she's flying to Taiwan for the next two years...i'll try my best to say "yes...lets go"....hao se bu de.. yeah...although can't bear to see her leaving my side for the next two years...i've no choice but to let her go ah...cox if i put myself in her shoe...i'll make the same decision as hers. Anyway, im here in spore to help her settle some stuffs. [dun worry...count on me]
*sad
oh yeh~ my judgment is quite poor these two weeks ...knock onto 2 lorries' side mirror when i am squeezing tru those vehicles... haiz~ time to check my sight...shit! [see...monitor are bad for eyes...i used to have perfect eyesight lei]
a thought came to my mind..where i find it so so true...a person wouldnt treasure someone when he or she is with them. Take for example, my bestie & my case...in the past, i'll reject some of her request...but now that I know that she's flying to Taiwan for the next two years...i'll try my best to say "yes...lets go"....hao se bu de.. yeah...although can't bear to see her leaving my side for the next two years...i've no choice but to let her go ah...cox if i put myself in her shoe...i'll make the same decision as hers. Anyway, im here in spore to help her settle some stuffs. [dun worry...count on me]
*sad
oh yeh~ my judgment is quite poor these two weeks ...knock onto 2 lorries' side mirror when i am squeezing tru those vehicles... haiz~ time to check my sight...shit! [see...monitor are bad for eyes...i used to have perfect eyesight lei]
Thursday, June 19, 2008
myFavPix
Set my alarm to 0300hrs so that i cld wake up & work on my ISOG prj...BUT...i couldn't wake up~ snooze it~ & c'tinue with my sweet dream...the weather is so cooling!!! anyway, i woke up @ 0530 instead...
out of all the photos i took for her...i love this:-
out of all the photos i took for her...i love this:-
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
GL alone
Emmeline ish on medical leave today...which means~~~ I have to do the general ledger ALONE! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...alone~~ nvm la..juz do whatever I can...pend those which i have no clues on...wahhaa...i think she's going to kill me... :p
I yearn for Big Onion Bee Hoon...& I cooked...ate it = satisfaction~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
I yearn for Big Onion Bee Hoon...& I cooked...ate it = satisfaction~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
Monday, June 16, 2008
Charlie's Angels
The Bestie has an aweful day, she get to know stin which she cant take it...she's not being herself from the way she talk...yeh..how i wish i could juz hug her... [Bstie...dun think toomuch...can settle de]
For me....i had a slack-ful day...The Charlie's Angels were tired from all those kung fu...[we were tag charlie angels by one of the council member]
& yeah...update on my prj~ i didnt touch a single thing.
人越大，是不是对每件事情感到容易感动？还是。。。单身的太旧，对每个人感到敏感？
For me....i had a slack-ful day...The Charlie's Angels were tired from all those kung fu...[we were tag charlie angels by one of the council member]
& yeah...update on my prj~ i didnt touch a single thing.
人越大，是不是对每件事情感到容易感动？还是。。。单身的太旧，对每个人感到敏感？
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Sweet Diana
Diana did a very thoughtful & sweet gesture for me today...look @ this:-
Those are lyrics with Han Yu Ping Yin just for me, she knew that i simply love the song "Da Ge" by Janice...haha...but i dunno how to sing cox its in cantonese...so i can oni hum to it whenever im in KTV...& guess wat? she gave me a surprise by passing me that lyrics...i was SO SO touched! Can you imagine the time she fork out for me juz to write the lyrics...hao gan dong~~~ i make sure i learn tt...[thank you Diana]
and ppl~ I overspent... have to bar myself @ home le. No cards out & little cash will determine how i shall spend the rest of the 15 days for the mth of June 2008.
The bestie will fly on the 30th, a little surprise is in process just for her to kill the time from Spore to Taiwan...
I have 2 prjs lagging behind and I seriously need to look into it.
and ppl~ I overspent... have to bar myself @ home le. No cards out & little cash will determine how i shall spend the rest of the 15 days for the mth of June 2008.
The bestie will fly on the 30th, a little surprise is in process just for her to kill the time from Spore to Taiwan...
I have 2 prjs lagging behind and I seriously need to look into it.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
heavy rain
I nearly bang into a cabby which stops in front of a green lighted traffic, HENG! i siam~ but uncle...plz lei...see properly please.HEAVY rain lei...
Ahmad did funny pose of riding my wave with long legs...*not suitable for you...please get a scrambler...or S4 [its the best]
Ahmad did funny pose of riding my wave with long legs...*not suitable for you...please get a scrambler...or S4 [its the best]
Dear Bestie
I killed a flying roach!!! [dun worry...i video-ed it...u guys can see how it dance..]
The bestie will be flying off to Taiwan on the 30th of June...for me...i will definitely miss her..
For jing:-
no more nags...no more of her accompany...no more calls...no more silly action of hers...no more generous smiles..no more sweet acts...no more cries...no more simple minded her...no more asking of spellings...no more asking of meanings for sentences...no more of me being by her side...no more growing up together for the next two to four years...no more supper in the middle of the night...no more digesting laughter from her...no more celebrating of occasions with her...no more of hanging our hands with each other...no more sweet thoughts while shopping...no more of her understanding...no more pedicure & medicure together...
For bestie:-
No more of me being the only one to hear your secrets, no more of me rejecting ur outings, no more of me being by ur side, no more of me walking away from you while you're talking, no more of me pillioning you, no more of me laughing @ ur NOT funny jokes, no more of me making fun of her..
but dun worry...i will still keep our friendship as tight as a seal container...dun care if we cant see each other everyday[cox i've ur pix in my room]...dun care if we cant hear each other voices[i will fly there juz to visit you], dun care if u have a secret to share [spend $$..n u're sure to hear me over the phone], dun care if you're bored [i will entertain you tru traditional mails]...with that...we wont sail apart
The bestie will be flying off to Taiwan on the 30th of June...for me...i will definitely miss her..
For jing:-
no more nags...no more of her accompany...no more calls...no more silly action of hers...no more generous smiles..no more sweet acts...no more cries...no more simple minded her...no more asking of spellings...no more asking of meanings for sentences...no more of me being by her side...no more growing up together for the next two to four years...no more supper in the middle of the night...no more digesting laughter from her...no more celebrating of occasions with her...no more of hanging our hands with each other...no more sweet thoughts while shopping...no more of her understanding...no more pedicure & medicure together...
For bestie:-
No more of me being the only one to hear your secrets, no more of me rejecting ur outings, no more of me being by ur side, no more of me walking away from you while you're talking, no more of me pillioning you, no more of me laughing @ ur NOT funny jokes, no more of me making fun of her..
but dun worry...i will still keep our friendship as tight as a seal container...dun care if we cant see each other everyday[cox i've ur pix in my room]...dun care if we cant hear each other voices[i will fly there juz to visit you], dun care if u have a secret to share [spend $$..n u're sure to hear me over the phone], dun care if you're bored [i will entertain you tru traditional mails]...with that...we wont sail apart
Saturday, June 7, 2008
@ school 0930hrs
my brain couldnt adjust itself to produce a report on my lovely bed anymore...i dunno why...juz cant lo...i used to study on tt bed...but whenever i get myself ready to work on my project...brain couldnt function.
So i came to school juz to work on a bit of report...cox 19 June is the due date..haha~ yeh...i know its kindda late but this is our slogan " We perform better when the deadline is near" [haha]
I am kindda worried for Jo...hai...see her like tt.. make me recall my past... :) the only difference is i could let go easier as im single...dun have to worry so much...sorrow between the bf and the gf. but hers...include child, his family and her family..
I MISSED KOREAN FOOD!!!! [yummy]
So i came to school juz to work on a bit of report...cox 19 June is the due date..haha~ yeh...i know its kindda late but this is our slogan " We perform better when the deadline is near" [haha]
I am kindda worried for Jo...hai...see her like tt.. make me recall my past... :) the only difference is i could let go easier as im single...dun have to worry so much...sorrow between the bf and the gf. but hers...include child, his family and her family..
I MISSED KOREAN FOOD!!!! [yummy]
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
The 82s' & The 85s'
HD: ok ok take care if later wanna go dam let mi know haha
HD: ahah regret ah.. lol.. i drive corolla till can slp haha
HD: argh~~~ i go play game
HD: summore 2 door
HD: 1.5 manuel very nice to drive lor
HD: 1.3 auto
HD: 80 plus minus
MN: getz hw mani litre?
HD: sianz... mine getz... 80 - lor and max can go nia -_-
MN: corolla is abt $80 bucks after discount.. WRX.. 120 or so
HD: $
HD: ur full tank how much?
MN: can can.. i ok with it... haha i enjoy sea breeze ..
MN: sometimes i pump till i so fet up.. i dun wan to see the amount.. juz swipe n go..
HD: anyway nice chatting with u next time we can go dam and chit chat
HD: petrol is so ex lor
MN: ya agree.. lol..
MN: when 25 i wan to get a type R hahaha ( hope so )
MN: i saving ..
HD: GT ex
HD: anyway if i want to change car i sure change to vios sport
MN: we got the hi-mount n the fish tail.. if put, also put GT wing la.. haha
wow~ look @ tt conversation...when im 22-23...the question that hung ard my mouth is:- "eh...wanna pak goo li?" [haha...no la]
Anyway, there's a great difference between The 82s' & The 85s'...i dun have to state...u guys know right...[now I kind of understand how my mum compare her life with mine]
i juz read Joan's blog..kindda emotional after reading the article...Rest In Peace Lau Yan Xian..http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=19072&category=75
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yn0JG1qUjE
Monday, June 2, 2008
Japan ٠ dark circles٠ work
yeh, 超想去日本！shi juz came back from Japan - a country i love soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! she temp me wif the descriptions...i dun care..die die muz go!
Long hrs in front of a monitor duing office hrs caused tis: - ٠.٠
thought Mr chan would stand firm on his decision~ but...but...but... flowery words makes him float, thus he couldnt think properly & we sld stay in CGR...after AGM...haiz
Long hrs in front of a monitor duing office hrs caused tis: - ٠.٠
thought Mr chan would stand firm on his decision~ but...but...but... flowery words makes him float, thus he couldnt think properly & we sld stay in CGR...after AGM...haiz
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Monday, March 3, 2008
too young...
I was too young to determine...
I miss Lawrence out of the sudden....
Happy birthday bestie!
I miss Lawrence out of the sudden....
Happy birthday bestie!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Vow
I, Yap Lijing, vow to cut down my weight to 45kg by 31st Dec 2008.
Reward: I have not think of it yet.
Purnishment: Be fat for the rest of my life!
Reward: I have not think of it yet.
Purnishment: Be fat for the rest of my life!
Sunday, January 6, 2008
surprise from "the biker who park beside me"
I had a LONG day today, woke up @ 6am...cox of the phone rings...after tt~ i cant slp le..so helped my mum with the popiah skin which i promise to....i woke Diana up @ 8am (wahahhaa...so happy! Diana~ cannot slp so much) to accompany me to JB to shop..
The usual us....we shop...but today we are bookworms~ we bought books! Elaine scream when she heard tt I came to msia to buy books~she comment tt im crazy~ n with a WAHAHA...she hung up the phone with me hanging the smile on my face...
all righty...enuff of shopping...what surprise me is..while i was riding...i saw this piece of paper popping out from my trottle:-
what is written on the paper is this:
9029****
Can make friends with ue? I same parking m/cycle with you.
Diana: He must be a msian! broken english
me: i dunno, anyway, im not gg to call back...but this shows tt i still have CHARM!!! wahaha!!!
Diana: *sweat :x
The usual us....we shop...but today we are bookworms~ we bought books! Elaine scream when she heard tt I came to msia to buy books~she comment tt im crazy~ n with a WAHAHA...she hung up the phone with me hanging the smile on my face...
all righty...enuff of shopping...what surprise me is..while i was riding...i saw this piece of paper popping out from my trottle:-
what is written on the paper is this:
9029****
Can make friends with ue? I same parking m/cycle with you.
Diana: He must be a msian! broken english
me: i dunno, anyway, im not gg to call back...but this shows tt i still have CHARM!!! wahaha!!!
Diana: *sweat :x
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Retail Therepy
So happy today! i did my shopping with bestie again... bzbz day... :-
1st location: IMM
...while she proceed to collect her camera...i went to Daiso to shop...these are the stuffs i bought:
1st location: IMM
...while she proceed to collect her camera...i went to Daiso to shop...these are the stuffs i bought:
- A 2 tier display box
- A cotton bag for my mum to put her onions & potatoes
- 2 cute pinic bedding, one is for my rabbit's base
- 1 peach fragrance balls
- 1 face roller[to slim ur face...i can do it while watching animes...]
- Carp mobile kit...i dunno watz tt...buy for self entertainment
- A cute toilet roll deco
- Wrapper to decorate my plain basket
- A flies trap for my mum to stick all the flies tt fly around her stall...
After Daiso..went to popular to get 2 book stands & a bottle of glue.
2nd location: Toa Payoh Central
She went to get a memory card just to get songs sang from chipmucks...where did i go? I went shopping again! I bought:
- 3 book files
- 2 DIY 3D puzzle, one for her & one for me
- 1 chain...with tiny crowns...cute lo!
3rd location: Orchard taka
1st thing we headed to----> KFC... hungry till wanna faint liao~ after filling our cute stomach...we head to get bedsheet...1've got 3! cute de lo...
- Mickey & minnie
- Donald & daisy
- Tweety!
- 2 towels landed in my shopping basket too [Mickey][Minnie]~ haha
my poor ankle hasnt recover yet... i better head to the sensei at 925...i need to excercise le...cannot be like this liao!
p/s: i forgot to tks shi & elaine...thank you for ur gifts! i like it alot! I got a precious moment passport holder, a frog bag & a winnie the pooh mash bag... how sweet of them to think of me while shopping~ love u!
1st post of 2008
1st January 2008...my post @ 1.44am...i was thinking of missing in action for 6mths to fulfill my wish...should i?
i think..i sld...to have a peace of mind...to do stin which i always wanted to...
i think..i sld...to have a peace of mind...to do stin which i always wanted to...
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